Hi girls!
few days ago I promised to book me a while to update this week, but Sunday I got two bad news right now prevent me from thinking about something decent to write or teach you something of interest.
I'm not very fond of telling personal things such as "public" and this entry is somewhat atypical, but anyway, here goes .... the bad news could translate into a fateful call on Sunday he informed me that my sister and my grandfather are in a very delicate state of health (
This Christmas we learned that my grandfather, at 88 years, was diagnosed with throat cancer. Partly it was like a bucket of water ... cold, but otherwise was not surprising given their history of smoking (despite having shed their bad habits 30 years ago).
Physicians were sincere, but we focus on that reality could be compatible with some hope, my grandfather is also a strong guy, man has always been booked against the world, with a character that sometimes indestructible was too hard to give you a hug ... but one of these days you asked you to stay to watch football with him and share his cookies, or telling you jokes of his beloved Gila only amused him on ... but it was his way of saying I love you and saying he felt good with you, all.
That character was lost when it operated for several months and the intervention and radiation have left only a faint whisper of the iron man, my grandfather Ironman.
On Sunday my mother called me to say that the operation, recovery and radiation therapy have not prevented further spread of cancer at full speed and that hope is nice, but does not always work: (
same day my sister said she is waiting for an urgent operation, he would not tell her before to not upset her more, her or anyone. More or less recently in one of their reviews for their thyroid problems (takes two operations without much success to improve their situation) they detected a "package" which in principle not given too much importance ... but next week Last saw that the lump had grown considerably and thus the health of my sister had come down. This week's appointment with the surgeon, was not a normal package, was not something that usually happens to someone your age: (
sometimes without knowing why, this kind of thing I touch you, or people who want ... and sometimes twice. No one does anything to deserve it, it just happens and it is in those moments where you have to bite the bullet and not let the pessimism comes upon you and yours and destroyed everything. Right now it hurts to be away, it hurts it hurts, it hurts me disappointment. But the pain does not fix anything, just likes to sit back and stay there all that you let him, so I decided to reserve that site to believe it will be a long road but with time I learned that long walks along better with a smile and know that everything will go well, surely in time will bring good news.
I'll leave the blog for a while on standby, is not goodbye, it's a up soon, a "until you return with good news" ... may be a few months or weeks ... or that will soon feel the need to teach new favorite distraction (as promised), or show some new descubirmiento.
do not know.
These days I need inspiration to do many things and yet I can not give me a break, but somehow not going to help me stop. I'll be with the family, I'm really need to see everybody and I bring a shipment of "remove" concerns ", they deserve it all.
Anyway ... I feel a tirade, I was left alone, but in short ... I promise to be back here in a few days and I want to thank you all for reading and comparttir your time with me, I really appreciate it :)
A while ago I've been watching one of those monologues Gila how little I like, but must have something ... because without knowing how, taught a grumpy loner love to give away many afternoons.
This was her favorite, going for it, for my grandfather iron.
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